Confusions

I don't know how or when this happened...

I don't know yet, how to deal with it...

I don't even know what caused it exactly...

It might have been obvious for some and a complete novelty for others...
Those that know me might have even suspected it but never told me about it...
On the other hand to strangers it might have been their first impression...It came to me as a complete surprise...
I never thought of myself like that...
My plans for the future did not contemplate this confusion...
Only recently, in a complete random conversation I realised it might be true...
Having made it all this time without realising it; this may well change everything...
I always believed I could be someone like that but I just thought I chose not to...
I thought that choice had been made a long time ago...

Standing on the back of the bus as I write this in my little note pad, between shakes and bumps; I feel I don’t belong anymore...I always thought I would be a corporate suit, and now I could turn out to be a strategic planner or even a copywriter...

What did you think?