You and Me

For almost ten years I feel like I haven't seen you properly...
I have been very happy and very sad, and you just wouldn’t appear...
I have been through a lot, but you never showed up...
I tried, and I tried to have you, but you always seemed to get away...
I have missed you and even thought that it was actually a “it’s me, not you” problem...

You at long last came out when I least expected...
I finally felt you wondering along my face...
You are the sign that I am alive and feeling...
You are the ultimate demonstration of affection and tender...

I hate you and love you at the same time, my tear...